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Hello all old friends and new.

Writing for me comes hard I naturally draw and paint and take photos (now photos, I am a conjoined twin to my camera) most of the time that is until the past year where it has been difficult! Alan, I am sure is telling me to get on with working but its hard. I do try and I do miss it the camera does get left behind, well, that never used to happen! I missed the bad weather in our little habour the other day! Its not that I have become lazy its just not the same when Alan's not there to help with constructive criticism, his point of view is soooo missed the camera my brushes don't seem to work the same and I am having to learn from what seems like scratch! I am learning again but time is passing by! more later made myself cry. x

why?

Life is weird you try and get on with it as easily as you can, but there is always someone or something that tries to ruin it!!! People are sometimes so nasty and I really don't know what to do, when they seem so jealous they try to bring you down! I don't know what I have to be jealous about I lost my husband and am really unhappy and then at the anniversary of loosing him this person has put in the dagger to make life even worse!!!!! Agh!

They can go to hell in a handcart I have my children and best friend.

What have they got!!!!

Life part 2

On good days, life is good, the children are happy and I think about wonderful things that happened in the past! On bad days, the children are not so happy and I think about things I miss about the past! I can not say there are any regrets in the past, all that happened turned out to be great. I had the most wonderful marriage and wonderful children what else could a wife and mother wish! Probably the reason for so many tears!!!

Hello Blogger

Hello Everyone who reads this.
Life the universe and everything, How to live with life when it hurts!!!! Children helps and so do friends, talking about friends, you definatly find out who they are when stress happens!!! the good ones stay around now matter where they are in the world and those you can do without dont seem to be there. You win some and you lose some!!!!!!!
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